By Kind Permission....

...of Lulu. In the interests of economy (single mum & all that) & recycling (makes me sound less stingy!) I've looked at mum's old cards. I found one from a few years ago, by Lou, that I felt a stir to make-over. I wish I'd taken a picture of the original, but too late now......

Trial and Error

I've never crafted without fear of it going "wrong". Trying to overcome the block that hit when dad died I chose to let myself "get it wrong". I began with a printed base I bought reduced, but have never liked -fickle me & sales! I avoid stamping, so I made myself do that too. I couldn't fail because I had no expectations! I don't like the result, but I've realised it doesn't matter!

Ta Dah!!!

For those of you who don't know, the night dad died, I sat up making cards waiting for the phone call that I knew would come at about 4.00am. I have been unable to craft anything since then, although I have wanted to I just haven't been able to touch all the beautiful bitz and bobz.
Thanks to the support of many people on here, my fingers have been tingling for a few weeks, until this evening I came home to an empty house and heard my boxes of bitz softly calling to me.
This is the first card I have made in 15 months. It took me a ridiculous 3 hours, but it was a mindless and very relaxing time. I literally jumped up and down for joy when I held the finished object up to admire!

What do you say?

When you've got nothing to say? It's been a week since my last post and I have nothing to say. I really want to post something, but I can think of nothing, nichts, rien, niente, nada. zilch. So, I'll just go visiting you all and wish everyone health and happiness with all my love xxx

Closing My Eyes

Well, this is what you call turning a blind eye! I'm not going to Weight Watchers today. I have stuffed myself all week and feel bloated and queasy. I have fallen into a pattern of making myself weigh-in then rewarding myself by pigging out for the rest of the day. And then carrying on until I realise with horror that it's Monday and I'm more than half way through the next week :S

So, I'm actually hoping to break a pattern by NOT going to weigh-in. I ate reasonably -ish yesterday and hope to stay in that mode by not interrupting it..... Well, that's my excuse and I'm sticking to it! 

The Streets of London

I love my Saturdays just wandering through London while Luke is dancing. I spotted this piece of window art in a shop down a sidestreet this week:

You have more freedom than you are using!

What with that motto and "Can you do more than you did before?" from last week, I am collecting positive maxims thick and fast. I think I should start a little note-book. Now, where could I go to buy a nice one lol!

Just a Bit of Marge!

Yesterday, I got the email offering me the part of Margery Mungo in "Maurice Dancing". It's the role that I wanted, so I am delighted :D Margery decides to leave her control freak husband following a phone-in with a marriage counsellor on the radio and is manically making lists dividing up the joint possessions. No acting there then!!!

Just a Quickie!

I just have to post this before I go to bed, no matter if I am half asleep. I went to Weight Watchers this morning and (*drum roll) had lost another 2lbs. That now makes 35lbs lost since I joined at the end of July last year. To say I am delighted to have reached the half-way point is an understatement.

Oh, and last night's audition went well. We'll get the emails on Saturday -that feels like forever to be doubting yourself :S

On the Up

Well things are definitely on the up...... but that includes my weight :(

1) Meeting Sarah yesterday was epically awesome. We sat and ate and talked (*whispers: and drank) for three hours until we almost got thrown out of the restaurant! We got on so well together, as if we'd known each other for ages -which I suppose we have! Life is on the up when you can count people like Sarah as a true friend. So, my mood was high, especially as I also bagged a bag in a charity shop that was unused and perfectly "me" for......... £1.50!

2) And Norwich City could be on the up too. After an amazing 93rd minute goal this evening to beat Millwall, we are hanging on in second. Going up to the Premiership next year is beginning to feel like a real possibility. It's worth freezing your face off for a result like that!

3) So after yesterday and today, I'm buzzing. Seriously I was feeling so good -so why did I sit and eat 5 packets of Walker's crisps during the night as I sat and caught up with assignment reports and emails? Actually, writing that. I realise it's probably because after two such wonderful days I feel like the world is mine to enjoy and in seeking pleasure, I temporarily forgot that I'd vowed to indulge in moderation.

Tomorrow, damage limitation!!! Pick myself back up and start again!